Pretty like lilies and roses, that was our love.
All that shit am missing, I wish I could freeze that time.
Or be just an alien, I would fly right back.
Its sunday afternoon, am starving, but she's out of my sight.
Clinging to her lies, though doesn't seem to add up.
Calm I am, but I swear am broken inside.
Tell me , is she the one?
Is she the one God dropped from above?
Or am I late and my fruit has already gone bad?
In my bed I lay, small it is yet empty it seems.
Reminiscing all the good moments I miss.
All the memories we shared and all the dirt we did.
I close my eyes and her image reccurs.
An image of lost hope and shattered gloss.
Bitter smile of a broken heart, RIP to the love we lost.
Will I recover from all this? Who knows?
I know it's hurting me, but why can't I let it go.
I swear I can't forget, 'cause I see her everytime my eyes are closed.
I lay till late by the fireside.
Trying to catch some warmth 'cause i'been freezing cold.
Ooh God!! her absence is a torment, that I can't seem to cope.
My inner spirits are struggling, yet am getting lost in my sorrows.
I've reviewed the promises and pain wasn't part of the vows.
I pray she recalls the moments and come save me from this horror.
©Jay Crown
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