Traces of my past lingers in the present.
Caused by the fire🔥 which scorched my heart.
Distinguished by the ice that now chills my veins.
Mixed in the remainder of the ashes.
With smoked filled lungs I cry out.
Only NOT to be heard.
Only to be left ALONE.
Only to be driven by someone else's madness and called insane.
Broken and shattered, torn and battered.Unable to be whole again.
Unable to love or to be loved.
The truth is I'm unable to be fixed.
Love, it no longer exist.
It is inevitable that I am continuously assimilated by lies.
Tortured and burned by the acid tears that flow like a constant stream from my eyes.
Consumed by deceit, all caught up in the heat, already broken from my past life.
And each time you say you love me. But you can't even love yourself. Trying to get in my graces saying that you could help, help to thaw out my veins, which surprisingly just won't melt. And I tell you again that
I lived in the past I know the cost.
Black eyes 👀 heartbreak 💔, and yet another charge.
this time around Im spending life behind bars.
Yes the past may stay behind me, but you bet it's never far.
Cause when it comes to you and I our love is lost.
©defineher
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