My smile is deceiving,
When I speak don't believe me,
My fire burns cold as ice
My mind is filled with 🌾 rice
Nobody understands my pain
Because they just want to gain
No one to care about my yesterday
Yet through all my living days
I learned to cope with all the rain
Washing my progress smoothly away.
I forgot how to pray
Most of my life is invaded
By evil people bragging today
Some even claiming to be friendly
When I can clearly see they shady
Back stabbing scumbags
All around me and I carry them like handbags 👜
Someone hurt 🤕 me deeply,
Gave that person my all completely
To the point of me loosing myself
Guess it wasn't enough for even this very moment she's still not my ❤️ love but its okay 👌 I've learned a lesson, you can only do so much until there is none, and that moment states you need to move on🚶fly away like an eagle and leave the doves.
Wish I could change the perspective, stop trying to be a detective, searching for peace instead of love in dustbins, cause my inner being is locked 🔐 up in the dungeons, all I ever asked for was unconditional love in abundance!!! 😞
The unapologetic poet
C