Got in
Locked the door
Body against the wall
Choked me
Frozed
Couldn't breathe
Couldn't scream
Just whispered "Stop"
Tried fighting
Couldn't defeat
He was too tall
Very strong
Thought it was over
Repeated
again and again
Till I felt
Numbless
Like I wasn't a person anymore
I couldn't feel my legs
felt empty
Dressed me on
Left me on bed
Never told
Always felt dirty
Confused
Sick
Violeted
Robbed
Felt like an open wound
That never heal
Lost control of myself
Tried drowning in bath
Tried cutting myself
Tried getting busy
But it's always there
I hate it
I hate myself for letting it happen
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©natasha14
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