I'm so damn tired of feeling small and insignificant
That now I have a mind that's so twisted,crooked and bent
That I'm not doing so well and definitely not content
Going into a insane and demented descent
While having a heart that's encased in tons of cement
Devils and demons around me cause im their favorite toy to haunt
To forever be in their company and tortured is something I did not want
But I'm just so damn stubborn my pride I flaunt
Always doubting and feeling insecure
For this sickness of depression their is no cure
So God's and the devils game I will endure
And keep living a life that's insignificant and obscure
There may be no escape from my hellish fate
Not being sure if I can be saved or if it's to late
That now I'm in a pretty messed up mindstate
©david1981
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