Having found they words only to erase them in a whim of sheer satisfactory of completion
Sigh but for some weird reason I inebriation their brief moments of existence the served their purpose even though they now can’t be found anywhere
Just mingled and mangled
Pieces of an answer I already knew from the start
I should surely leave just change my clothes get my bag leave everything else. Walk both directions
Should my own steps give me away
My heart heavy weight champ
Anchored my nonfooled mind
Roping it in for a ride
Not even a wild one
Do I truly love the misfortune
The grief
The frustration
Aggravation
Rage
Distain
Pain
Or am I that vain the I think I am doing something know other can do
Would do or has done
Why is it my heart bleeds
Begging
Pleading
For a fairy tale come true
But if only feeling locked in the dragon guarded castle
Sleeping at the foot of the beast waiting
His hunger be enough to get love of his play thing and eat
Devouring my life
As if I didn’t serve myself up on a plate
With diplomatic sweet
Sweeter then the me
I thought to be
But all feels so wrong
The all feels so right
Especially just when it feels alright
A product of what I am use to conditioned
Provoking me
Is like poking the dragon
The fire breaths in the depth within me
Whilst I swim in the years as I try to put and keep the fires out
All I have to do is get up and walk out with follow through
But you don’t give up on love what if just underneath is a dream come true
And I am but a wish and a prayer away
But if the tables where turn it already shows
What I know let go
Not sure whose whispering my ear
I live in many world at once
Many faces
Many traces
All that I am races
To you
For with the dragon I’m the safest
Except from him
And he keeps me a bay so I conversant from fathers strength
Heard across the world with open translation
For it’s the communication of unconditional
Love
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