oh I wasn't inlove..
just fooled by the thoughts of love
felt the need to feel love
risking for the hard pain of love
I wanted to be loved
just the thought made me laugh
tried to pretend I never loved
running from its claws of pain
just a human who is afraid to be loved
not the thoughts no
just the pain you know
can't bear all of it
I think I'll get too exhausted
I'll regret
or maybe compromise with life
the problem
is that I love seeking to be loved
that is never found here
that is never seen here
you love to feel it's idea
to feel it's touch
just exampes
not real life stuff
too many cries
just because of love
I can't
it's not for my heart
let's not even talk about my soul
my prayer?
Allah to save me
from what?
from the idea of being in love,
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