She reached out her hand to help still
she spoke with her heart even though it was hurting still
she knew the love she saw did not see her the same anymore
so she pushed prayed an fought to still believe maybe not in the situation but in the idea.
She just couldn't she just didn't anymore.
She asked a million people the same question over a million times.
Why don't Love see me?
Why is Love looking past me?
Like not just notice me but really SEE me?
Why does Love play games with my mind to see if I score with the cards it dealt me?
Then she realized and inhaled God and smiled saying this time it wasnt my time to feel the love that Love could give
It was my time to LEARN not to hurt but to feel and understand Love.
©porsha..
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