I try not to think of the negative nasty things.
I try not to think or feel the worst possible feelings of you with somebody else.
I try not to be that hypocrite.
I realize we both are the same in the sense of us playing the game of hide and deceive.
We both thrive on these ugly things that take us too the otherside of love which is hate between us two.
At the end of the day
When I put my head on the pillow where lay next to you,
I knew we both are still always going to be untrue.
I want my cake and ice cream and it all at once just like you
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