I believe you know I am conflicted.
Loving me is hard work and you need full commitment.
In order not to mess with your emotions, it is better to stay in my dark ,twisted and cold confinement.
Words seem harsh, trust me I love you and you are my forever crush.
Right here our connection is a fatal attraction.
And the common denominator we may have is pain.
We walk in the same path, but you barely see my response to your crazy distractions .
What do you gain, and what's your plan of action ?
It burdens me to walk out on you when we are arguing.
I liked the idea of saying " I got a rain check, I need to go check it out. "
Rest my soul in bottled up thoughts, you know that's how I role with the cult.
Meeting you in person and flirting was beyond my thinking, you caught me and fell with me so we can share the faults.
My ambition is to take you away from your life givers house and build a home with you.
Tall trees and close nature moments which I'm alone and struggling, but thinking of two.
The over 7 billion beings alive to witness or ignore this, the story is obviously just me and you.
Pushing you to the extreme extent of your anger ,wishing you could stab me with that dagger.
Laughing in my head, because I know you love me too much to stab me, you are a bragger.
If I saw you with the other guy, will be apparently mad and jealous.
Find my ways and means to end that fucker.
My higher self wouldn't stoop so low.
I prefer you happy in many ways than one and me, worry less girl, I can go with the flow.
Life has been to real for me too much, it's a fucking reality show.
You know I ain't no coward and when I fall, i fall forward .
Loving me is a damned hell, in my kingdom you are welcomed to my world !
You deserved the bitter truth from very the beginning.
Bet you found out I was an intriguing mystery, acting like I obey and care, for me it mostly strange like a newbie.
Seeing a pretty girls all round all day, but a nigga chose to be very picky.
There was an insight I needed to understand you more, you acted tricky.
Seemed like a game to you and a high road drive, acting all shifty and changing swiftly.
I am starting to believe we are both changelings , living our days thinking our fantasy is a Remeo and Juliet reality.
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