At the start of each new day I wake up
Opening my eyes again happy about it
Then right at the back of my mind it is
My depression kicks in
I force myself out of bed, distraction
I need a distraction to black it out
Play word games
Play card games
Feed kids
Make coffee
Write a sto
Read some jokes
More coffee
And once again
Repeat
When night come I feel some joy
Soon everyone will go to sleep
So I stack some marijuana in my pipe smoke it, finish it, clean and stack again
Keep going till I'm smiling
Keep going till the depression feel numb
This is when I Can lay down in bed
Drift off into the night happy on cloud 9
Then I do it all over again
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