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LOVE isn't my cup of tea....

*Fictional
He brought me sunshine when I only saw rain...
He brought me laughter when I only felt pain..
He was always there with me at times when I was depressed..
But we are just friends, there's nothing between us...
We understand, we respect, we care for each other...
But now he is in love with me and wants me to be his forever...
He laid down on his knee and promised to take me across seven seas...
I always ignored him saying that he was crazy...
I don't want this friendship to convert into something that I can never be able to handle...
Everytime in his eyes, I saw the love and care...
To be in love with someone is what I really scare....
At times, he did cupped my face in his hands and wiped my tears...
He still doesn't know my past, my history and my story...
And if I tell him then he'll get broken down, is what I really worry...
I feel undeserving to be someone's forever,
I would never be able to keep him happy is what I fear...
Despite of ignoring him, he still cares and loves me...
He promised to be mine forever and to take me across seven seas...
But how should I tell him that love isn't my cup of tea!
©.blueblood