I'm confused my desire for you seems likely to get doomed, when I'm distant from you I feel that urge to make love to you get stuck to you like glue you so contagious like flu.
Is it love is it lust? All I know is that I don't want you to evaporate or turn into dust, come close to me hold me touch me turn these emotions of mine into marinated sources turn our relationship into lustful drugs.
I've never felt like this before, where one can't think straight at all, my whole life is turned upside down nothing makes sense to me where did I go wrong?
Where do I belong? I'm so exhausted of trying to figure out what's going on.
Mentally drained you'd think I ran a marathon, feelings clinically misplaced a whole new paradox, you take me on a new journey daily each chapter filled up with joy but the ending totally wrong it's complex.
Love or lust I don't care what it's called, I will take it as it comes, how I feel bout you won't change at all, it's clear that light shines on our souls please stay one night with me to try and figure it out once more, maybe I'll get some answer maybe nothing maybe we meant to be I'll conquer my thoughts!
C