"Feeling so pulled in as you always seem to lure me in with your dark love and Posession,
I know it's not good for me to return the favor but that's the only way it seems like to cure my Depression,
Might as call me blind or stupid because you weren't considerate to the way that I was Feeling,
I didn't go anywhere even after the fact of finding out so many things about you that were so Revealing,
Holding those blood soaked roses in my hands for you as I'm gripping them by the Thorns,
Hoping that you would accept them and not turn into that beast with the sharp Horns,
Going on this whirlwind of a journey for my questions that I need the answers To,
Would've never had that doubt when it came to you if you were to just keep it honest and True,
For sure knowing damn well you're not good for me, but who else can I Trust?,
Needed me when it's only on your own time to quench your undying Lust,
Thinking to myself how it would be so amazing to be the first one on your list to always be Chosen,
Instead of always making me feel like I'm in last place with my heart feeling so Frozen,
Vulnerability is always in play when it comes to you inviting yourself inside of me and owning my Soul,
Leaving your mark on me as you can see that huge and gaping Hole,
Thought it was such a beautiful and good thing to have you in my life, but instead it was subtraction when it was supposed to be Addition,
I guess that's what I get for giving all of my energy and effort to the Opposition ...
©jamaree
J