〰️You're not aware your hearts there until you experience heartbreak or heartache. .
〰️Then you are aware that it's there. And it's heavy. .
〰️It's a measureless hole in the middle of your chest.
〰️You try to fill it with food,
which only tastes like fucking ashes in the mouth.
〰️You try to fill it with drugs or alcohol which bury you deeper in to the black abyss.
~But it is only a temporary band-aid. .
〰️How many times I've clawed my way out of this grave. .
〰️Out of the nothingness!
〰️Wearing a noose as a necklace. .
〰️Depression is a son of a bitch!
It is a deep rooted tangle of thorns and poisonous fruit.
〰️An emotional wreckage〰️
©stargazer
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