I wanted him all to myself
I yearned to be her all time addiction
Every word he uttered was to be about me
I thought I didn't ask much
Just him with love
I couldn't get all these
I could see him talk to other ladies
Laughing and giggling at their jokes
I thought he saw the pain in me
When he did all these
No, he just came with pain
Little by little I meant nothing to him
Unanswered calls, unreplied texts
The babe turning to unsaved
I had completely lost him to her
And he went,without a bye
It couldn't happen just before my eyes
I wanted him badly
That loosing him meant loosing myself
if he can't be with me
He then can't be with anyone
So with a bullet load in his chest he goes
And with an overdose of pills I follow him
In eternal love, we rest
©phydilia
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