Lover or Provider
This what I begin to ask myself from my relationships in the past. Wondering why they didn't last. Knowing the girls didnt have any natural lust for me. But I was blinded by beauty that my eyes could not see. I didnt understand why being nice didn't get me what I wanted. Only to always leave empty and disappointed. I thought that when you provide something for a woman she will fall for you. Because this was I was taught to do. I seem to do everything right. But it only led to more arguments and both of us wanting to fight. In relationships you know when the love is real. It just something you know and that you can sense and feel. If you never feel sexually satisfied by your partner they dont see you as the lover type. Because a person a who does see you that way will make the effort to satisfy you just right. That person may just see you as what you can do. And will say all the right things but deep down inside you know the love is not true. For a relationship to prosper both partners have to have that desire where they just cant keep their hands off of one another. Because a connection like that will always bond together true lovers.
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