Loving her
They said I don't know real love
I never gave someone one
And I just smiled slowly
With tears following
Fool's thought they were tears of joy
While I knew
They are the proof of drops
I poured the minute she disappeared
The minute she stopped visiting my illusions
When I knew it's really over
It's when I cried my heart out
I swear even the soul in it died
With all that regret and blames
No not of loving her
But of been so selfish to myself
By faking smiles
When she turned truths to lies
When I turned a blind eye
Everytime she made one mistakes repeatedly
And they dare say I never loved
While I gave her all the love
Even the one I never knew I had
When I trusted her willingly
And would listen to her excuses
When I already knew she's lying
When I stayed though I knew
Us was long gone
But I chose to stay
Just only because I still loved her
To see her with another
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