loving u not loving u

I broke my own heart by loving you and it's hard to let you go you filed to tell me the out come from loving you will be this painful you didn't tell me you would be my worst nightmare verse's my perfect dream but how fast it could Change in a blink of an eye even in the back of my mind I still feel it's possible to give you another chance then again I feel it's not possible at all if only we could turn back the hands of times only because loving you is powerful love can always decide we will have good vibes verse's bad vibes it could be so beautiful or it can turn very ugly in a blink of an eye