I hate being in love
It makes me question myself every time
And question everything
Things like "Why aren't you online speaking to me?"
You disappear for days and I wait here overthinking
Hoping you'll come back or something good would come distract me
Sometimes I tell myself I'm over-confident about my worth
I see more flaw in me than good so I may be his curse
Someone he may have regretted approaching
Cause I'm not down to earth
I'm needy, clingy and I need to be told that I'm doing okay
And if I don't, I spiral until someone holds me at bay
Maybe he needs a break from me
I want one too sometimes
Because I'm tiring to me and you who's my side
©mellxw
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