lyrics of the lines
hands shaking
legs bouncing
heart racing
tears trying to leave the jails that I've trapped them in
so alone in a room full of people
"just ignore them"
it's not that easy.
I live with them
I live with the two people who bully me
until I crack
to impress people?
no. for their self esteem
"I'm doing better"
I say
until I'm not.
my life is miserable
but when I'm in my safe space
my headspace is empty
I blast my music
"I'm happy for your haircut"
"I'll be good,I'll be fine"
is what the lyrics in my earbuds sing
knowing I can relate to it
because when I'm in my safe space
I'm safe from the bullies.
the bullies that I live with.
the bullies that tear me apart bit by bit
atom by atom.
the bullies that ruin me everyday
but when I'm in my safe space
it all disappears within the lyrics of the lines.
M