today again I stayed outside in the open to tempt my fate that is due and late , should have been locked up years ago but for some reason it has not happened yet but my time is coming soon I bet , unpaid unfair debt . somthing put on my shoulders to carry , to know every waking minute it's there , the one who cursed me with it knew it would be hard to bare , now I wait for my time to go away without ever commiting a sin or a crime of any sort of any kind , I think somtimes im messed up losing my mind , the police won't let it go never any peace , the pursute for me will never cease probably only increase and they will get me and lock me up as I lose my faith In mankind leaving my love for life and respect of all others far behind . I already feel the hate already to fucking late , I wonder what I will become and who I am at this rate , this is the kind of thing that makes good men go bad , losing the life I once had it's gone away but I'm almost numb not sad. laughing at the falling snow thoughts of darkness and twisted evil making me go insane laying on the ground high as the sky almost wishing to die I should have saved myself some pain and learned to cry as she told me lie after lie now because of her my future is dark and my past is bitter and sour , corrupted mental head wake up dead Fuck what you said now get out get the fuck out you gotta go and I gotta run can't stop til I'm chained and the judges will has been done . sign my name in blood and lock me down . when I come back I will burn this town , be warned and watch what you do when you hear a strange noise alone in the night ...ME! hahaha that's who! when you walk alone and your on your own....BOO!! HAHaha...guess who...now im gonna ....🤬‼️ you will get yours to it's coming your time is also now do. I don't belong on this planet but I'm not dead yet so I'm stuck without a give a fuck .. things maybe will change ? no such luck so I guess I will never ever give a motherfuck ..hahaha...ahhahaha...
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