Loyalty?
What is loyalty to me?
You said you'd never do that,
but you did the same with me...
Untrustworthy.
You said to me,
"I promise, I love you,
she means nothing to me."
Honestly?
You're blaming me?
Say that I am paranoid
and to just let you be?
Unfaithful!
Not as blind as you wish.
I observe every pattern,
I've mapped out every switch.
I know you...
More than your friends.
I've lived with you, darling,
you cannot pretend.
You promised...
You'd see her no more!
Two times too many,
you'd show her the door!
and yet...
I sit at home.
I can't help but wonder
where did you roam?
To her place?
Is that where you raced?
So fast as to not show
the shame on your face?
Guilty?
So soon, my dear?
Before you walked out the door
you started to fear
of me knowing...
You know that I know,
and all of your lies
are starting to show.
You're ruthless...
Plotted each move.
Each word laced with venom,
pretending to sooth.
You're a monster!
I've known all along.
You think I don't listen
when you write all your songs.
They're about her.
They aren't about me.
The more that I listen,
the more that I see.
I'm delusional?
For goodness sake...
You've done this before
and I caught you point blank!
The real you?
I've seen him a few.
In the heat of the moment,
don't know what to do.
So familiar...
Am I really to blame?
It seems so much heartbreak
turns out just the same...
I felt so trapped...
but... secretly...
I've been hiding from you
as you've hidden from me.
I'm not cheating.
I have too much pride,
but I will speak of the secrets
I hold deep inside.
I am moving.
I am running away.
I sign the papers next week
so you can't beg me to stay.
I am leaving.
You think that you'll mend
the small tattered strands
that have slipped through our hands...
I was tired.
Worse, I was ill.
So I charged every crystal and
I took every pill but
I was hurting...
and I couldn't tell why,
until I realized my heart
can't be owned by some guy.
So I plotted...
and I looked far and wide and
I found a safe haven
where I can go hide.
Though, I did tell you.
Said I couldn't stay.
But you didn't believe me
and kept on your ways.
It's done for...
I'll sign a year lease!
Screw financial burden,
I have finally been released
from your prison.
You said such kind words...
But your brain's filled with maggots,
and your heart's filled with worms..
©hollywood.
H