Goodnight to my beloved friends
Those with whom I share this space filled with warmth
Filled with angst
Goodnight to the Charmed and the Charming.
This coffee I taste is the best thing I've ever made
Dark like despair, sweet like kisses...
I sip and hear a sultry voice from a dingy distance
that says to appreciate what we have.
Goodnight to the hollow heavy loneliness,
Goodnight to my wicked thoughts
Saved only by the clearing of my active imagination...
Goodnight to you, the one I was so devoted,
Once your devotee, now just a participant to this fuckery.
My gratitude to you who teaches me these harsh lessons
Who douces me with my own tears.
Goodnight to my healing open wounds
Goodnight to the wakeful hours ahead.
Peace and Truth and love will come to us all
Once I become your Queen
I smile at my self mockery
And the vague truth behind this thought.
"Do you see?! Do you see?!
I want to laugh...
Maybe one day baby, I say to my inner Majesty
I will be Lord, if only for myself...
So, goodnight my beloved friends
let's carry on with our pointless lives
And manifest happier days.
©flailing
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