These Revelations that I have, I dare not say them out loud, because the words make me choke. your hazel eyes Little Rye Smiles The life that I love so much my dear, I'll never get to breathe it again, sometimes I feel like I could die. But I had to go everything was on the roll there was only one road. The elements in motion, no way to stop the change, only 1 knows. Could not keep up with my routine, I had gotten too fast for my own scene, the heaviness I cannot describe, climbed inside N lit a torch inside my mind stepped out the door walked out of sight, I had to go I had no choice everything Rode on it, I'm just had to go some things only one can know. The life I had that I love so I'll never get to Breathe Again but I had to go and only one can know. I'm understanding more my role, that I play when your Bell Tolls, I have no problem with anything that you've shown me are you said, so, I'm not taking short cuts straight ahead even though I had to go, I had no choice everything option A , B was a bust, no chance there so it's straight down stair, step off, I had to go. but you are the only love I had known. through my head like movies reels, things you show me make me weep, your forgiveness so great. I wake from time to time, staring at pages of brand new scribe, I don't remember but there it is don't think it's mine, but again I'm the only one here, I had to go, the elements put in play, there was no choice I couldn't stay, only one knows so here I am on this path, and sometimes I get sad, cuz the life that I had and I love so I'll never kiss the touch again. But Here I Go, I had to go, No way to stray because I've been shown the way, and things in motion and nobody can know I had to take this path no choice, call had been made, and I still stand ready each and every day for his commands. Then I look into your eyes, and see a life that I will never breathe in and hurts so bad, I have to eat so much of their sins, so that they don't do themselves in. it's okay that's my roll but I had to go, no choice no no everything on go, only one who knows I'm sorry I had to go, you were always best I know
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