"I'm in such a great spot in time of my Existence,
But yet I still feel so far away and can't close the Distance,
Wanting these positive thoughts to continue to fill my mind but the devil still finds a Way,
To enter and make himself at home at least once a Day,
Wishing you were still here living to see how far I've came and Rose,
From the lair of pity that I always jailed myself in and had no life like if the time Froze,
When I was so hard on myself, you were the only one to give me that Boost,
To keep my eyes forward and mind clear as you were the reason that all of my confidence is heavily Produced,
To fuel me when I seem to be running low and on Fumes,
You've been gone for a year now as this thing called life Resumes,
The waterworks can't be stopped because if you would've seen my growth, you would've said "See I told you So!",
I'd do anything to bring you back and see that expression of pure joy on your face while you say that , but I know you're up there smiling brightly from up above and that I for sure Know,
Every day I look up at the sky, I swear I see you everytime that I see the biggest Cloud,
Grandma I miss you dearly and I just hope that your grandson is making you so Proud ..."
©jamaree
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