mama please don't make me take my meds
mama please just let me stay in bed
notepad and a Crayola in hand
I've got butterflies dancing in my Head
no dangers not the clown of death
stay away don't entice his breath
I'm just fine if I am left
so leave me here until my death
don't call my name I hate that lisp
don't look at me I'll slice your lips
don't get near me I've got a full clip
a razor blade but my stomach I've already split
guts pour out no more need to sht
it can just spew for my stomach where I just slit
look at the pretty colors oh so much of it
Mama Mama come here quick
I think you'll enjoy the show I have to depict
"child what have you done!
put down your knife unload your gun!
look at who you have chosen to let be your sun
the devil is with you
but he has not yet won"
Mama Mama it's okay
I do it so the voices can play
and the devil told me that it would be okay
everyone just wants to be okay
but I'm more than that I'm perfectly sane
without my guts I feel no rage
I puke rainbows then I turn the page
oh God please come save me now
I'm bleeding out my head just hit the ground
maybe the torment was a mistake I found
played with the devil and death I have wound
mama mama forgive me please
I love life to the fullest but death I have seized
they cut me up now for 203
people that were supposed to die but they'll stand because of me
I told them they can't have my brain
something tells me they know I'm insane
so regardless of whatever I say
they'll take it out just so they can analyze me
I don't care anymore because I'm above the trees
flying so mystically
until I turn around and now I have to wait
for the other 203 bodies to find their fate
fckmylife if one of them wants to donate
cuz then ill have to wait for that to disintegrate
it's not memories who told you that theyre a fake
religion is an imposter and your mind is delayed
who is your god who is your father above
tell me your religion I'll give you a hug
everybody lives in a fog and that's what they love
please excuse me while I dive headfirst into the hole I've dug.
thank you can you please now bury me so I can be snug
©nikkibb
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