She might be sad
But you will always see her smile
In a while
She might be weak inside
But she will always show strength on the out side
She is an epitome of beauty
With a killing figure
And a smashing smile
She's drowning in her pain
That makes pain seem less painful
She's a beautiful mistake
That you wouldn't mind pertake
Even though she hates her self
The hate is lovely
In a way that it's still love
Confusing right ?
She's like a puzzle
In a maze
You will find it mazing
But so confusing
With a short fuse
Hard to understand
Even her favorite spot is under the stand
Funny right?
She's a cry baby
Don't try upset her
Because she will cry her eyes out
Then prey on you
Just like an animal
Don't ask me how
I also have no idea
Dear one she was a sweet innocent girl
Who her innocence was taken from her
At an early age
She had it rough and tough
Depression became her companion
Anxiety her play mate
Panic attacks always visited
Then out of the blues
Her monsters awakened
They hurt her
Bruised her
Tormented her
And that became part of her life
The little princess became Mara
She was in pain
A pain that never disappeared
The only feeling she grew up with
She would slit her wrists
Cut her thighs
Trying to flee from the pain
Trying to end her misery
But all in vain
She became addicted
To the cuts
The tears
All those years
She's been yearning to end her life
But that's another story
I'll narrate to you in the lorry
So please don't worry
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain
©
M