I have masked these feelings for you in my little glass house, but you will never know.
We tried so hard to face what came up against us, but still I loved you so.
Even though I knew it was wrong, I still couldn't let you go.
There was something really powerful inside us, that we would not confess.
It left us tattered into one big mess.
Now you have disappeared from my life and I don't understand why.
I guess this is what you call goodbye.
I never thought it could come down to this.
Your love is what I miss.
Sometimes the battles around you, are really the ones inside.
These secrets are in what I confide.
We will never get down to the bottom of this.
Your commands are what I wish.
You wanted me to stay out of your life.
Well I am, based with all this sorrow and strife.
Nobody cared to encourage our fate.
To find love again, I can't wait.
I kept your name inside my head.
The last of the words is what I said.
Bleed to my heart,
Miles apart...
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