These feelings I feel I always say I'm gonna come clean
But I never do
I'm a scared
I cower, hid my self to fit your life
Its not your fault but mind
Hard to blame you when you don't even pay mind
I'm so insecure of my feels
Don't know what to do, how to act
I want to prove to myself I'm not a coward
But I the last thing I want to do is add pressure
I don't want to be a bother
I want to be good to you
But I can't do that if I'm hurting myself
I think I need to reliqush my thoughts
The stress from holding everything in
I'm sorry if you can't handle my truth
But I need to move forward and start caring for myself
I need this
I need to stop caring so much for you that I neglect myself
Cause in order for me to love you right
I need to find me
©savy
S