A long sigh
Pain so great
Tears keep falling
I want to die
A battle goes on inside me
Each and every day
I struggle to find meaning
As the thoughts keep hammering away
I feel like I'm drowning
In my own brain
as the shore gets further and further away
I'm just so tired
Mental and physically
I just want to be able to breathe
I just want to be free
You'll be ok without me
You just wait and see
I raised you to be strong
Just like I use to be
Know and never forget I loved you
More than I ever loved me
My life was always for the two of you
Not ever for me.
©annie
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