Am I the issue am I to blame.
Am I a wild fire yet to be tamed.
Why Is it that I can not keep a man
Is it because of my self worthlessness I feel
Is my insecurities that which tears us apart
And leave me tending to a broken heart.
Or was our love based truly on physical attraction
No love just lust.
the Need to feed thy affection
With nothing more than a stiff erection
Am I the issue am I to blame.
When will they meet me and make me tame
Not just like me for my name .
And not just be playing theses games.
Why must I love with all that I am.
Why must I fall for this type of man.
Will I ever learn how to find a true one
or am I doomed to walk emotionless.
And lie motionless for yet another.
For the only thing I am to be now.
Is only my son's mother
No longer
a wife
no longer
a lover.
M