I'm 18 feeling so nervous,
I can't believe that everyone else is so perfect,
while I am sitting here feeling so worthless.
I have come to believe all the things that I see on Instagram,
of all the boys who have perfect bodies,
and such perfect skin,
I would kill to live the life that they are in.
Ive been trying to loose weight the past couple weeks,
skipping meals and having nothing to eat.
But that isn't enough,
I have to do much more,
to get these kids to stop bulling me,
I wish they had stopped way before.
Before I was used by guys,
hurt by girls,
and cursed by this danm world.
So I keep looking weight,
just trying to be perfect,
I'm waiting for some girl to tell me I'm worth it.
©noah_law18
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