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It seemed i was engulfed with fear of maybe you were way more better for a guy as me,But it never came to me that you’ll one day be mine,all i just say is that the one who deserves you is more precious than I. Let me say i’m just the average guy who embedded his heart in a frozen ocean for it will not sink and will always surf on the surface never to break down to the bottom.But fate has it maybe one day summer will come and i’lll pray that winter comes again forever for i will no longer be afloat on the surface but in the very deepest ends of the waters never to come up again. I try to utter but i’m left with not a word for no word could explain what my heart endures,i do hope my actions could tell.Some things are just meant to be done than said, I’m just stuck in the dark can’t find my way out ,maybe you could be my lantern.I know you’ll never be mine but its nice to imagine it.
©qarya