He calls me back
swears it was all in my head
swears i am being dramatic
this time will be different
you should stop assuming he says
swears he has changed
why do i feel so good, i hate it
feels like i have just recieved my overdue dose to a drug only he can provide
for the aches i have been having from missing him
he is my disease, also my medicine
I swear.
©mayalinah
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