meeee

meeee

When smiles start appearing on my pale face

That is when I remember its never going to last

It's a temporary thing 😕

But when tears start running down my face

I feel this great storm blowing 😮‍💨 within me

So ,I begin to question myself on why my smiles aren't recognised by my own soul?

I have tried faking to show my teeth 🙃 😬 but,

I'm the one who knows what I feel within

My past was bitter nor sweet

They were mixed

So I don't know why I must become bitter 😕 instead of that sweet girl everyone is looking forward to be seeing

My silent period carries alot

I wish to share but ,one thing about my situation is

I don't get fine after sharing 😕

I feel judged cus I'm surrounded by judgemental souls

I don't understand why I'm able to make others smile 😕 whiles I can't calm my own self down

Every day is a reminder of all the pain I have endured alone,of how my pillow soaks my tears 😢

Never have I stayed for a month without being broken

Everyone's trynna fake around 🙄 😒 Those being least expected to push you to cry 😢 😭 are those that makes you weep like a widow

It was through this t

hat I discovered I'm talented in jotting emotions to become something greater

In this world 🌎 full of misunderstanding

You don't have to trust anyone and not even your heart

Your heart is the most deceiving organ ever

It's good be an introvert 😌 ☺️ 😅 cus at least you aren't gonna be hurt like you being an extrovert

The end