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Melancholy

As I try to clear my mind
You fill it with our memories
Like mementos from the days we shared
I keep them as accessories
For my different personalities
I seem two faced to those attentive enough
I'm not sure if it's good that it's unintentional
Or not
"I would either seem insane or like an asshole"
I thought
I'm sad to say I get these moods on every moon
So it does look like I'm not in tune
With who I know or who I knew
A few would say I've lost some screws
And some would say it's just a ruse
"You're scared of being understood"
Yes that would scare me
But only because of how you would've managed to
I find that hard to do myself
So I would wonder "how did you?"
Half of these things aren't really logical
To say the least
I'd call it melancholy if it would bring me any peace
©mellxw