Insecurity and doubt always has me paralyzed
Anxiety and fear has me agonized
I can't handle the torture of mentality
It's driving me to insanity
I should know better than to overthink
It takes away all the happiness in a wink
My mind says calm down
Yet my heart says carry on
My heart always conquer my mind
Often times I treat myself unkind
For arguing with myself
Can you believe?
I'm crazy I guess
I just control it well
Nevertheless
No one can tell
But it's a lonely place to be
A place where I only admit it me
No one can ever know
I just pray it never will show
©lenni
L