She's going through a mid life crisis which nobody understands.
She's not feeling loved anymore, her body is going through changes, she doesn't like it for sure. He offers himself and puts out his hands to say I'm here.
She's feeling confused but takes him up on his offer, with so much fear.
If she goes with this man then nothing in her life would be the same.
She would walk around feeling agitated with so much shame.
Nobody will say its their fault on a mid life crisis, they will never take the blame.
It's a roller coaster feeling of mixed emotions, you go through.
Your body says one thing while your mind is saying another.
Your on a high most of the times, that you don't know what to do.
These feelings don't last forever, because when your on a low, your mind is on the slow.
Mid life crisis can't be stopped until you realize what its all about.
Every man and woman go through this, sometime in their life.
Your full of anxieties and doubt.
Some people can't accept that they are in their fourties, and everyone gets there some day.
It's life and we age, so trying to replace it is definitely not the way.
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