Some words whisper repitidly in my mind
Like ants are biting me from inside
Something disturbing me in my activities
I look myself with eyes of negativities
I think am lower than my other mates
My Headache hurts under this weight
I experience good vibes once in a while
I hide my depression behind my fake smile
I feel lower in front of disturbing violent
I am out of fear keeping myself silent
I am fighting daily to get over my pain
I don't look back and get up for my day
Those thoughts acts as walls in my way
Seems I stand and fell off again and again
Some words haunts me in every breath
my overthinking will stop after my death
I collect each word with a hope you will read
I need more words to express my need
I wish if my tell me feelings to all
Sadly no one hears except walls
I am not a poet to say these lines
my insider words are able to help me write
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