I play out my world behind my mind,
Breaking down every last thing I am able,
It's a process I've had to follow in life,
To keep my sanity in tact and stable,
The world is to much to handle sometimes,
All the possibilities overwhelm my thought,
I have to have something to explain everything,
To make easier my struggle in battles I've fought,
It's a destructive and painful way to think,
But not nearly as painful when I'm not a little prepared,
I guess in a round about kind of way its me,
Admitting that things in my life have me scared,
I've felt so much already what more will be unknown,
So I break away the cracks so I can find a better way,
To make it through the best way that I know how,
With my mind finding it possible to get through each day.
©justin_ur
J