mine

when I think about you my heart skips a beat.
the butterflies in my stomach seems to just flutter yet I can't get out of my head.
I'm falling asleep in moans and screams tears of pleasure consume me yet I'm always lost in a dream somewhere you are.
touching myself intimately dreaming of you undressed naked bare just basking in front of me.
torture comes to mind when you're a thousand miles away and my heart is beating so fast when we're on the phone yet no amount of time seem to last yet I could lay here and stare at you feeling the warmth that plaque me so deep and so hard.
my hands seem restless in this vacant half empty bed of mine as I fantasize about the taste of you.
the unspoken reasons why I can't just have you?
it's maddening!
wanting to touch the girl of my dreams of my tragic badly wanted fantasies yet I lose myself in your screams deafening every night your moans ecstatic to make me lose my self control till I wake up and the sun bleeds warm on my sheets with a whispering soft moan I awake.
wanting five more minutes with you which could seem like hours my throat burning cause it wants your cold tongue to drown me in a wet dream so far away.
yet I laid there tortured by the thought of you yet I love it the sweet anguish that melts me like sweet death yet I'm still alive.
as you kiss me deadly yet kill me slow and softly.
a silent mesmerizing killer that slash so deep.
but I'd die just to swim in your Sea just in the luscious waters and drown erotically insatiably blissfully.
yet you are the best thing to be mine.
©darkdeity