I had to see my dreams fade away
but away was so close,
I couldn't see it right in front of my eyes
I mourned for what I've become
I sat down and cry
without realising
the ones I blame
will always appear when I look in the mirror
to wet my eyes again
I wasn't depressed
I was frustrated
about how my own self would betray me
and the ones I was blaming
were still looking me with a smile from the mirror
A piece of glass taking away my desire for life
about how I failed everyone
who ever thought they knew me
when even I cannot know my own self
all I had was a mirror
after I started looking deeper into it
and I realised the ones I blamed
could be whatever I wanted
©ath_kal
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