Every time that I look in the
Mirror
I just know how to doubt myself
When you hear your entire Life
How stupid you are
How fat you are
How ugly you are
No guy will ever like or want you
Because of the way that you are
All you are is a Disability
And you will Never amount to Anything
You start to believe
Everything
That you have Ever heard
From your entire family
And your so called friend's
But guess what
I actually made something of myself
I did Everything all on my own
Yes I know that there will always be Hater's out there
Every which way that I turn
If you think or want to call me a Bitch
That is Miss Bitch
To you
I have learned to hide all of my emotions
And Never let anyone see
How you are Truly feeling
And that you are supposed to keep
Everything on the down low
You need to Trust in the
Mirror
And Trust in what you are looking at
I had to take a shot of tequila
To kill all of what I was truly feeling
I walked into a club
I glanced at the back of the club
Where I saw this very Big and tall
Mirror
Where I caught a reflection
Of this beautiful girl
staring back at me
I started to Cry
Because I finally realized
That beautiful girl that I was starting at
was actually Me
I'm finally ready to get out there
I am finally ready to stand firm and tall
I'm finally ready to show the entire world
How confident that I am
No matter how many people want to knock me down
No matter how many people want to get in my way
I'm ready to stand my ground
And never get pushed around again
I am finally ready to stare at that
mirror
And finally show people what I am made of
The most powerful thing that you can do
Is become the image of your own imagination
Because I finally love the
mirror
I finally love what I see
When I am look back at myself
I can finally see all of the accomplishments
That Everybody told me that could Never be done by me
I have finally shown people that
No matter the disability that you have
No matter how scared you might be
You are able to do
What you finally out your mind to
Don't Ever believe what people think or say about yourself
Because you are the Only one who is looking into that
Mirror
You are the Only one who can accomplish the thing's that you honestly want to do
So go out there and do what you want to do
I No longer believe
What people have told me my entire Life
Because I know Exactly who
I Am
I know Exactly what I can accomplish and what I can't
I will always push myself harder than what Anybody will Ever know or realize
I am going to be me
With or without you
Because I am finally ready to see
What is staring back at me
And what is staring back at me is this
Mirror
That I am No longer afraid to see
5/12/20
©mythoughts
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