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Mirror of lies (part 1)

Do you see what I see when you look at me,
Do you know that the girl in the mirror,
isnt who I want to be.
Shes a girl
Trapped insadness and insecurities,
she has
no self-esteem,
all happiness in her soul
ripped away from her it seems,
as you look at her
you sense
that she lacks empathy, eyes looking so heavenly
but if you look deeper into
her black windows ,Youll see that she is empty,
When she looks through the mirror,
all her flaws start to appear,
and she closes her ill eyes
wishing to disapear,
cant fight this ill mind
anymore,
the tears begin to stream, lump in her throat
as shes about to scream,
the voices in her head
are becoming to loud,
she shoves her hands on her ears,
trying to block out the. screeching sounds,
nothing but demons
as she walks through the crowd,
they
push, pull, and stomp her to the ground
brusied and blooded,
as they beat her down,
seeking for a savior that she hasnt found,
the hatred for herself has become to deep,
looking for a way to set herself free,
trying to fight off the demons
as they feed
on all her insecurities.
shes afraid of death but,
somehow wants to die,
Shes tired of running
theres nowhere she can hide,
The highway to hell is where she resides,
she was born with a blue soul,
even when the suns
warmth touches,
her blood still remains cold,
shes been living in a dark hole,
almost beginning to feel comfortable,
poor, unfortunate, soul
where is your hope




©meteorite