Living in the shadow
Following the path of the psycho
Aggressive, wouldn't take no as a answer
Massive amount of anger
Searching for a remedy
To see my past fade away
So attached, even when attacked
I can't turn my back, it's the only thing i have
Ever had the feelings so deep in one memory
And that was you're only memory
It's like you're drowning
But you're only in the shallows fighting
That's the saddest for you haven't even reached the bottom
Unable to custom, unable to blossom
Willingly to show the world your colors
Truly you want to be with your family for dinner, to fill the room with laughter
The whole family even one's of past here holding your hand
To be able to brace their warmth as you stand
Coming around your fears
Wiping away you're dreadful tears
I never got to speak to you grandma
Only googoo gaagaa while you holding me
I messed up so many times
And after so many years i finally feel guilty
Epiphany now, at a time i feel empty, ha
Damn, i don't know how to put my feelings into words for you to feel
It gets confusing to express
To have everyone connect
Time to reel in the line that's been in my mind
Sorry i hated you mother and father i don't need a answer for why you did those things
You had cause to doing it and it's my turn to let go of your image
Time to break this damn mirror
The reflection was quite right
K