I just wanted to yell
But my voice has been put through hell.
These tears are staying in my eyes
It's so hard to cry..
I just wanted you to know that I miss you dearly.
My messages aren't getting sent out clearly.
You left us a little to soon, I still had so much I wanted to say.
I watch mother's and daughters hugging then I'm not feeling okay.
I don't know why you had to go the way you did.
But I pray every day that he is taking care of you, like you took care of us kids.
Sometimes I look at my cell and wish I could call you.
Then I realize your not here anymore, and I start feeling the blues.
I can't tell you about my day
That's why I pray..
Mayne you will hear me talking
I wish down my hallway I would hear you walking.
But your gone
And life isn't fun.
Mom..I wanted to tell you I love you
I wanted you to tell me that you love me to.
Like we always did growing up..
I wanted to talk about all our moments, but it's tough
It's sad..because I don't know where you are.
Are you in heaven..or are you that shining star.
Just know that I miss your beautiful smile.
Just know if I could see you one more time, I'd walk that mile.
©terrylin53
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