I am looking for a missing person. She has been gone for many years. You will notice her by her big heart. She doesn't speak a lot. But you will hear her. She speaks with her words and emotions. You may think she doesn't exist. But she is honest, just like you and me. She is the one with a broken heart because her past hunts her. The last time I saw her, she was charging her thought and mind. Now she was nowhere to be found. I must look deep down to find her because she wasn't there. She is hiding behind her pain. One day she was here, and another day, she was gone. Because life took her on a roller coaster, she fights to stay happy. Her past took her to a dark place. They are more cloudy days than sunny days. But she pushes through the clouds. So her path can be straightforward. If you find her, tell her I am looking for her. I have the straight to keep moving forward in life. She is my straight. I have to put myself first before I can let her back into my life. She is straight, which keeps me going. Now I am weak because she is not her. They say we are like. But that is a lie. She is my inner me. We come together as one. But when she gets hurt mentally, she goes back to her shield. So she can heal from her wound. She is missing a big part of her life. As long she stays true to herself, she will find her. She has to stay with a positive mind. So she can find her way back to herself. God will guide her. Life will be here, GPS. So when you see her, tell her. Don't give up on yourself. Keep pushing forward. At the end of her rainbow, she will find herself. She keeps pushing the thought of all this natively and following your heart even when it breaks. Because on the inside, you are healed. Don't let anyone put you down. Be that pees on you was meant to be. Don't lose yourself. Find a way to live with yourself. They will be days you won't be able to speak. Then you have to find a way to express yourself. Don't ever walk alone. Take your inner person. Talk to yourself and tell your inner person. Don't give up. Stay on your path. You will never miss again because your inner self learns to protect itself. She doesn't have to hide behind the lie. She can stay true to herself. Don't let life push her always because her inner person is more vital to fight another day. But her flesh wants to heal. When they are together, they are untouchable. They can't be divided because there is one, so when you find my inner me. Be kind to her and show her that she does count. Without her, there know me. People don't see her. They see the outer me and never the inner me. She is hiding so she can heal herself. She was never missing. She couldn't find her way back to the person she was meant to be.
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