Nobody knows the pain I carry inside with me for 3 years. The day I found out I was going to lose you my world came to a complete stop. I prayed and prayed about the situation when told at 5 months. I even broke down and cried to God himself for an answer. I hoped that a second opinion would have been good news but it was the same. Over the months I carried you and your sister in my stomach I was excited that I could feel both of you moving around. When I set up that infection and the doctor's told me that yall was coming into the world at 34 weeks I was scared. That small body and big eyes gave me a reason to smile and I held you until I had to say my final goodbye. I loved you the 6 months I carried you and your sister. 48 minutes was a very special bond between me and you. We miss you Ta'Liyiah.
Love Mom, Lele and Khourri
Losing a baby is the hardest I had to ever endure I lost alot in my life and held it together but Oct 29th 2016 haunts me forever and blessed me alltogether.
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