I'm missing someone
Whom I never missed before
I'm hurting by one
Who did never hurt me
There's nothing between us
Then what's the reason now?
I'm asking myself all the time
What has happened to me?
When he was here,
I never got close to him
Now when he's not
I'm getting obsessed for him
It's like, I'm realizing now,
What I didn't realize then.
What I previously ignored,
Is now affecting me.
I've always controlled myself,
But now I'm losing it.
My deep buried emotions,
That I didn't know, I still have,
are all coming out!
I'm hurting inside
But what can I do?
I can't go back in time,
And do things all again!
Better I should put my mind,
In something else.
Cause I know, It's only me,
Who's suffering like this!
There's nothing on another side
I know, I'm alone in this
Still, I'm feeling this way.
This is driving me crazy.
Now I hope that
If I meet him again,
I won't let him go,
Like he's gone now.
Hope I'll meet him,
And be his good friend
Then only I won't regret,
That i didn't take the chance.
©riyasaroha
R